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NOOOOOOOOOOO

Mon Aug 31, 2009, 2:39 PM
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Disney bought marvel.

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8/17/09
deleted the old journals, I feel like spewing a small part of my thoughts here.
is it creativity? am i even capable, someone, i need to save myself,or do i need to kill myself i dont know which, but doing both at the same time is hard, i am being
devoured
repressed
mirrored
erased
impressed
made mute, i can almost feel the stitches from each corner of my mouth, my soul, i am encased in BLACK VARNISH
gutted
forgotten
broken
built up
confused
i am killing killing killing myself. i am kidding myself.

8/20/09
better, sorry i made you worry mommy.
vindicated, dangerous, pages we are close to being the same on.
8/22/09

feels like my stomach is full of blood.

9/5/09
ohhhhh my ear. it looks crazy.
4 more days till nine. im very excited.
need to learn french.
sharing room with erin now. tina is home.
my chemically imbalanced brain is making up excuses to go crazy. ohhhhhh every little thing I do is a conflict. well, look on the bright side, it's never boring when there is a fight going on.

9/26/09
hey i saw 9 again yesterday. I should've held his hand in hopes that i could keep him here in this life but i didn't. i just. forgot. uuggggh. what can i do to keep him alive and happy?
some things are in our control and some things aren't.
unfortunantly for me i have a hard time deciphering stuff like that since im crazy.


I think kit and kain are dying more and more the more I try to hide them from tina. I dont know what to do.
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DON'T TRUST ANYONE.

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Thanks for the +fav. :D

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Thanks for all the :+fav:s! ~:D
you make me feel so good about myself!

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awww, I feel like Ive done some good in the world! : )

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Oh cmon miss... why'd ya wanna put my ID picture in the favs... i feel so exposed and naked :D

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cuuuuz idk i like to know the individual along with the work (like when I read a book, i constantly think about the author and wonder why they'd write stuff blah blah. habit.)

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check ur notes

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it's odd...but I could've sworn I was sane once......whatever...
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omg!!! thanks sosososo much for the faves. you have just given me life purpose. lmfao. anyways...thanks muchly =D

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